Deja Vu

It's so hard for me to do it even though it isn't the first time. It's hard for me to do it every single time. Why must this happen over and over again? To know you did something that has the possibility to hurt someone in any way possible. To know your uncertainty not only affects you but also somebody else. How can you sit back and let your vagueness be doomed upon others when they have deserved so many more things that you can never offer?

And lastly, why are they all puzzles that can never seem to fit? Life, stop playing games with me already.